Magrib, Tea & Marco

 I think it is the perfect sunset I ever have. I feel so content, feeling so good with myself and grateful for everything that I have.   It's my first day of menstruation, but I don't feel the pain as worse as usual. I bring my cup of tea and standing on my balcony with Marco, my lovely cat. Sun goes down, adzan starts fills the air. The lamp turns on, and a bunch of small insects, aka laron comes.   At first, Marco busy with me, but after Laron come, Marco starts busy with...

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Sometimes on Friendship

Sometimes, I feel like I can live alone forever But sometimes, I feel like I can not live without my beloved friends Sometimes, I think I don't need validation from anyone But sometimes, I need to ask my friends about every little step that I want to take Sometimes, I feel a burden in friendship, and I see my self as a bad friend But sometimes, I long for great friendship and proud of me as a great friend Sometimes, I can see my good friends as a soulmate, the other pieces from my heart But...

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Identify My New Feeling Through This Post

Hi there, sampai sekarang aku masih bertanya-tanya tentang apa yang aku rasain dari kemarin. Bapak Sapardi meninggal dunia, dan aku jadi gampang sekali menangis tiap browsing twitter atau instagram terus ketemu postingan foto, cerita kebaikan hatinya, atau sebait puisi-puisi terkenalnya.  It's kinda weird. Aku nggak kenal beliau secara langsung, nggak pernah secara khusus ketemu juga. Tapi kenapa waktu aku denger kabar beliau meninggal, rasanya sesedih ini ya? Apa selama ini...

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GRATEFUL LIST TODAY

Hi there, I know.. I know... it is been a long time... but, here we go. Today, I am officially 28. So, I choose to start writing something on this blog again. I wanna say thank you for everything, everyone, that comes in my life. Here is my grateful list for today : I am so grateful for my health. 2 months ago, I was laying on a hospital bed, dying. So, the fact that I can still live till today is magic.  For my family. For Mama, Sami, Bika who always here with me. Support me, help me,...

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Celebrate A New Hope

Hai Blog, super long time no see! (agak bosen ya pakai jumpstart ini, tapi ya gimana, liat archive, terakhir nulis bulan Agustus 2019 dan sekarang Februari 2020, hehe).  Oke. Dengan semangat membara, aku mulai kepikiran untuk update life di blog ini, lagi. So, i did it. Malam ini ditemani flu dan demam dari kemarin lusa, dua keping biskuit Biscoff dan secangkir kopi Janji Jiwa (i dont really like it, but still oke). So this night, i wanna make one or two paragraph about "how i need...

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