I think it is the perfect sunset I ever have. I feel so
content, feeling so good with myself and grateful for everything that I have.
It's my first day of menstruation, but I don't feel the pain
as worse as usual. I bring my cup of tea and standing on my balcony with Marco,
my lovely cat. Sun goes down, adzan starts fills the air. The lamp turns on,
and a bunch of small insects, aka laron comes.
At first, Marco busy with me, but after Laron come, Marco
starts busy with them. He tries to run and show off some actions to catch up
with them as much as he can. And, of course, eat them with his innocent face.
Oh, and the wind.. so kind and gently stroked my hair. After
30 minutes busy with his laron, Marco feels tired and comes back to me with a
happy tummy (I guess).
So, I think about my life lately. And I start wondering, can
I feel so content like this in my next step of life? Can I have some quality of
me-time? I don't know, isn't it
something that I can not control at all? The future, the next step, tomorrow,
or maybe one hour later. But I can crystalize all my feelings by
writing them down in my blog right now. I can focus and keep the focus on the
things that I can fully control.
